I have a client “Antonia”. A delightful middle aged woman who came to me many years ago for Holistic healing right after surgery for uterine cancer. She told me she had a sense that it was her negative thinking that created her cancer and she didn’t want it to come back. Back then I was primarily doing imagery work and Homeopathy and Energetic Healing with people to help them explore their issues and heal them. As I became a specialist in EFT we integrated EFT into our work and we cleared many of the negative energy patterns that she was handed by her family. To give you a sense of the fear she was surrounded by as she grew up, her grandmother told her that she hoped that Antionia would fail her driving test so that she wouldn’t be able to drive. When her mother wouldn’t feel well her mother would say “God doesn’t want people to be happy”.
Our issues are reflected in our bodies. Mostly they are held in subtle ways. With Antonia it was glaring. The family was fearful about Antonia growing up. Antonia stopped growing. She was taken to doctors to figure out what was wrong. Nothing was found. She stayed the size of a child. Antonia came from a religious Italian family and was sent to catholic school. She lived with her family until they died and inherited the family house where she lives to this day
Given that her family was riddled by fears she has made great strides in her growth and has remained cancer free. But one thing that has continued to be a problem for her is that she can’t feel God’s love. (more…)